I was F.U.C.K.I.N.G. stressed today. I mean F.U.C.K.I.N.G. stressed.

So stressed that I ate a few mince pies and sponge rolls.

So stressed that I was getting annoyed at everything, including a very tiny noise made by people sitting around me.

So stressed that I was getting grumpy with the slippery road which is covered by a layer of ice and almost tripped me.

So stressed that I stood at a point and cried for good 15 minutes for no reason on my way walking back.

I honestly don't know what has happened.

Yet, I have to cancel my study day tomorrow due to work.

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Something that has been long awaited....

Dear fanzzZ, enjoy!

Very tired after the dinner. Just to sustain your appetite a little bit, here are some photos taken. Just a small portion of it out of the zillion photos stored in my camera now.

As usual, I am having photo with some random stuff.

If I tell you this is my manager and he sits next to me in the office - would it be better if I quit the job, you think?

Sexay leg. (I mean Dave's one, not mine.)

This is a place where everyone cares about everyone genuinely, where people take care of each other, where our friendships blossomed (especially my idol-fanzzZship with Yuchen and Becca), where I have successfully accomplished one chapter of my life by obtaining a Degree before commencement of the working chapter, a place where I love and a place where my love ones are. It is truly comfortable to be back. Familiar places and familiar faces. Ah, this is what I call bliss.

Although we did not do anything more than just having our routine Dimsum, playing Wii, lying in, morning Sunday roast, strolling in the City aimlessly, taking photos of the roast pig in the German Christmas Market, laughing about my fat and how I have gained weight - all is nothing more than simple joy. Oh, they also have now come up with something new about me - my mustache which has mysteriously grown to be more visible and thus the name of 'Mustachy' I am known as now.

There is one very scary incident that I must blog about to mark a record here!!!!! It happened when I was walking to the Town to get some fresh air and rest my tiny brain during lunch. Then a random guy came round and asked a few questions. Initially, I was happily answering his question and thinking that he was trying to be friendly. However, it became scary when the conversation proceeded:

X: So you are from Malaysia and you stay in Redhill? You work in Reigate? (I have never told him these!!!!!)
Me: Err... how do you know?
X: Oh, coz I have been seeing you around the Redhill and Reigate...You take the train to Reigate every morning? (I didn't tell this as well!!!!! And all these did not tell him that I am Malaysian!!! Ok, it might be his guess coz I might look like one, and also there isn't many transport that you can take to get to Reigate from Redhill.)
Me: Oh..I used to but now I am getting lift from my friend every morning.
X: Really? I have a car. I can give you a lift every morning!
Me: Er..haha, thanks - but I guess I am ok.
X: You look very nice....you look like a nurse... (Damn, just coz I was wearing a white skirt and this sentence sounds VERY disturbing ok!)
Me: Ha ha, thanks.
X: What time do you reach the office everyday? What time do you finish work?
Me: Oh, I reach about 7am in the morning and leave work about 9pm in the evening. (This is totally bullshit, I don't work so hard obviously - but I realised it is very dangerous for me to tell the truth.)
X: Wow, you work really hard!! Do you want to go for a coffee?
Me: (at this point, I was honestly scared of him and randomly I came up with an excuse when we walked pass the spectacles shop) Hmm...but my lunch time is ending and I actually just came out for an eyesight test...I am being late for my appointment...see you later.......bye
X: Wait, let's exchange number...
(To avoid all the hassle, I did exchange the number because I know I can ignore the calls)
Me: Ok, I really gotta go now coz I am being very late....
X: Okok, I will call you later. Remember to give me a miss call too. Must call me ok.....Give me a call if you need a lift to anywhere..I can give you a lift every morning to the office!!!
(Throughout the 20 seconds, he was holding my hand at the same time he was assuring me that he will be able to give me a lift...F!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Me: Ok, bye.

VERY SCARY. I mean I am ok if it is just normal chat up but what makes it creepy was that he appeared to know more than I expected! I was being paranoid when I was walking home after work just now and kept looking back.
Why have to make me feeling so unsecured physically while I am already exhausted from struggling to be mentally secured!!!???????! Redhill was once a very peaceful happy little town to me :(

I have ignored a few calls by now...what if he appears again in front of me tomorrow??????
Dear fanzzZ, if I happen to abandone my blog for more than 3 days, please stick up the missing note (like this--> click) for me.
Ok, jokes aside - make a police report if I happen to be missing in action. Thanks.... :S

2) Random self-updates:

Random London weekend. Christmas is just round the corner and Banana Republic (the sister brand of Gap) is serving FREE mini mince pies and hot chocolate with marshmallow!!!!

Christmas decoration around my area in the office. Very merry....not.

Haha, this is what I will do when I am losing my mind - when I have to come back at 8am in the morning on a Sunday to catch my deadline. Now I get the word structure of DEADline - you just have to die for it.

Thai dinner where I found the elephant teapot amazing.